i got a real sick friend. not physically sick, but mentally. hes fuckin nuts and has brought his illness between me and my work, as well as ones close to me.
the worst part is he is in the same mentality i was in 3, almost 4 years ago.
hes calling me up telling me if he doesnt get out of the situation hes in right now, hes going to go kill himself. and im kind of not knowing what to do. i cant, and wont be there for him. but at the same time, what can you say to a dude like that?
xmas is around the corner and my money has become tight for the time being, so im not going around taking trips out to visit this punk ass dope fiend.
ive got enough on my own plate to deal with than extending yet another arm of hope for this guy...
am i a dick head for shutting him out? im really just tired of helping him over and over again.